Was it reality or was it a dream? How could I know that?! I found myself naked on the kitchen table. The answers to my questions gave me the most loved woman in my life. Somehow her caring love changed into a sweetly perverted desire. My mom was near me all that time. She jumped on the table totally naked and started to kiss my body. Then she took my rigid dick and quickly slid all of it into her soft voluptuous slit.

I couldn’t believe it was happening with me. Mom had just helped me to loose my virginity and that was so intense. I can’t describe what I was feeling then. I remember I was trying to feel mom’s vagina from inside. It was warm and very soft. Mom continued to ride my cock. Her delicious tits jumped near my own nose. Almost immediately I cummed inside my mother. The sperm shot out and squirted from my dick. The cum struck against the sides of her vagina and trickled down. Mom got down off of my throbbing cock and put her moist slit on my face. I saw something like this in films. I gripped mom’s buttocks and began licking her dripping cunt. There was my sperm on her pussy lips. When I masturbated earlier I had tasted my own sperm and never liked it. Anyway, in this moment it didn’t bother me. My mom rubbing her body against my dick gently touched it with her breasts, she grabbed it with her hands and took it into her mouth. It was so good that soon I was close to orgasm. I stopped fondling her pussy and instead of that I mumbled all the time: “ohhh, my cowboy! My cowboy!”

“Ah!!! Do you wanna be a cowboy?” Mom jumped off of me, bent over with her ass facing me. Her hairy bush set against my face. “I’ll teach you how to behave with real women cowboy!”

I liked the way she was talking to me. I felt myself a porn star that knows how to satisfy his partner. I bean licking her voluptuous moist twat again. It was so wonderful to do it even though I had cum many times I still felt an excitement. Mommy was standing there, trembling from excitement and pleasure, which I gave her with my tongue. I stopped licking her, stood on my knees and inserted my manhood into her ass. The cock slid easily inside of her. I snuggled up to mom’s back, never stopping my cocks movement. My shaft suddenly slid out of her asshole and mom turned over onto her back. I was standing above her, looking at her spread legs and vagina from where I was born a long time ago. At that moment I thought about other things though. Gripping mom’s legs I spread them as wide as I could. This is what I saw in porn films. A man and woman making love on the kitchen. He is on the top, spreads her legs and puts his cock into her pussy. I always wanted to try that and my dream became true that day thanks to my mother! I was pounding her until my cock unloaded again. The last thing I remember is while cumming I fell with my face on my mother’s right breast, the right one, which I saw bare the evening before.

I open my eyes.

No doubts this time, all that happened to me was real. What will be in the future? What do I have to do? Anyway, mom always wanted to do what was best for me. That means I don’t have any reasons to worry. At that moment I have to go to the toilet, but as I’m trying to get up, something doesn’t let me go. Then I notice I’m in my mother’s bed, she is lying near me and holding my cock in her mouth. And so this ended the first day of my sexual life!

When I got up my cock was as hard as a diamond and my trunks were all moist from unloaded sperm. More than that, I wanted to go to the toilet badly. I jumped out of my bed and ran to the bathroom, hiding with my hand my stretched out rigid cock. Without looking first, I opened the room and in a moment I shut the door. As I looked up I saw my mom, she was taking a shower at that time.

She was standing behind the transparent water sheets looking at me with great surprise and a friendly smile on her face. That continued for a moment and then like a shot from a gun I left the room! I quickly ran into the kitchen, threw myself on the chair and covered my aroused dick with my hands. I was like an insane wild animal! I had some strange thoughts about what is right and wrong running through my mind. I was all gripped by the desire to have sex, probably the first time in my life.

I tried to pull myself together and change quickly these unusual thoughts, but I could think about nothing except porn scenes that I had seen in films. Most vividly came to me a phrase from the porn film I saw the day earlier: ‘oh, my cowboy!’…

I heard mom coming out from the bathroom. I heard her steps by the soft rug and at last she came to the kitchen. As I raised my eyes I saw her wet hair and moist body covered with a big towel. Her face was a little bit confused. She came up to me, put her hands on mine and gently kissed me. She turned around and took off the towel that had hidden her beautiful body…

I think at that moment I began to black out. The view was so good! Mother always knew what I was thinking about and this time was no exception. She understood my strong desire and did what was best for me. As soon as I realized what was happening, I got so excited that I fainted again.

I was dreaming about a girl and a cowboy. I’m galloping in the desert and on a big stone I notice a beautiful Indian girl sunbathing. I stop my horse near her and as she turns her head to me, I recognize my mother in her! I stretch my hand to her and take her on my horse. We are galloping across the gray sultry desert. I am clasping her close to my body and it seems her skin trembles with excitement…

Everything was as usual that day. Stuck around school, then came home, made homework, bought some food in a shop and began to watch TV. Evening came insensibly. I took away the video cassette from cassette recorder and switched channel to a movie, then I lied on a sofa and started to wait momma’s coming, looking around trying to find rest traces of my pubescence. However, she didn’t come in time, was delayed on work… Few moments later, I slept in front of TV.
The door banged.

I opened my eyes – TV is working, a cowboy is talking with Indian woman, they are undressing and hugging. It’s erotica – beautiful, but no explicit sex episodes. Swarthy babe with Indian feathers on a head kisses a guy and moans: “Oh, my cowboy!”. I switched the TV off. Bang again.

From upstairs, from mom’s room – she came back late, even haven’t noticed that TV was working. I went upstairs, continuing to think about cowboys and Indians. We have learned it on history lessons, that it was unfair war, but Indian girl said gently “Oh, my cowboy!” to a man who came to take away her motherland. Erotic channel sucks…

My door is at the end of the corridor, corner, after mom’s one. I turned the passageway, and saw… light of mom’s lamp everywhere. Her door was half-opened, it seemed, that she wasn’t sleeping yet. I needed to pass insensibly, or she would ask me questions: “How are you doing in school?”, “Why don’t you walk with friends?”, “Why don’t you meet with girls?”.

I’m trying to slip by without being seen. Behind a slightly opened door I see my mother. She is sitting on the sofa with her back facing the door. She is getting undressed and almost has all her clothes off! I feel a bit anxious as she is taking off her bra. Yes! There are her marvelous breasts! I still do remember when I was little child seeing my mom naked when we were bathing together, but for now it’s much different for me. I’m watching intently at my mother’s tits and staring at her hard nipples, I’m beginning to get weak in the knees. I stood up still and thought she noticed I was there! I’m sliding into my room like a snake; I’m covering myself with a warm sheet, closing my eyes…

In this story, I want to tell you about intimacy with my mother. Through all our life, we have a recollection deep inside us about easy and careless childhood, when we were under parents’ care. And the more hostile and dark our environment becomes, the stronger desire to come back gets.

Incest… The majority will say that intimate relations and sex with own mother is a perversion. But when this happened to me, I didn’t feel anything like that. I was happy. My dream was coming true… I was too young to aware any consequences. I just went with the stream and slightly hoped that this will stay forever.

Like many children, I got to know about sex from my coevals in school, but quite earlier and more than I should. Everybody has been doing THIS. Everybody has done THIS many times. But I hadn’t. I had no girl or friend. I was a nerd, virgin – everybody knew it and laughed. I don’t know how I looked like outside, but inside I just wanted to gain as much information about sex as possible, like the others. Porn magazines and sex video cassettes have been getting more and more space in my hiding place. However, it didn’t cause anxiety. Mother had to work hard and she always came home lately. So I was alone at home all days long. That time, I used to watch porn films for several hours a day. I’ve read how to wank off in a magazine, and since that I’ve been doing it every time. I was called “one-handed” in school, but I didn’t care. It’s common in schools.But they didn’t know, whether I have been doing it for sure. Like there was nothing to do at home. And I started to receive sexual education by watching TV where beautiful women were fucking with strong men, sometimes even with several ones. It was quite attractive, I wanted to perform something like that, with a girl, as soon as possible…

It was ruefully to understand that my dreams were only dreams. I had few friends and even fewer girlfriends. It was hard for me to get acquainted with somebody. Girls laughed at me and nothing more. No one girl from my school would like to have relations with me. It made me worried only partly. I dreamed about meeting a girl, who would allow me to fulfill all her fantasies. I have imagined the way she would look like. When my mom had time to be at home, she used to perform some home work usually. I did everything she asked me. When she used to speak with me, or simply was next to me, I was able to understand precisely what woman I want, to live a life together: she would have my mom’s hands, hair, face, teeth, eyes… At some instant I saw the desirable object of love in front of me… but then it was my mom again, worried about something, a little bit thoughtful…